And I've been spending it like a usual rest day for years. Not exactly by choice... pero basta. It has (almost) always been like this during my birthdays and even when new years come. Good thing that I love myself enough to make days like this a bit special.

I pledged not to let any drama get to me, but Jer started it on me yesterday pa. He called up his mom last night, only for his call to be greeted by voicemail:

"Napatalumpati tuloy ako nang bengga. Like i miss you i love you crap. Biglang nag-tingle ang voice ko at nag on cue ang tears."

I was in a cab on my way home when I got his message. My tears automatically went on cue upon reading that. Biglang nag-montage sa isip ko lahat ng namimiss ko. Drama anthology of all sorts. Eh alam nyo naman ako, I instinctively hold back my tears no matter how hard it is and no matter how painful it can get. So until this Christmas day, may-I-drama pa rin ako. So here I am, blogging about it, in a way na alam kong hindi rin naman lahat kayo nakakarelate sa sinusulat ko. Nakakafrustrate tuloy na napaka-unreadable nitong entryng ito. Just had to let this out. Ngayon na nga lang ako ulit nag-update, downer pa! Totally not top model.

Anyway, one deep sigh lang naman ang katapat ng lahat ng ito.

Toodles.

Entertain yourselves with this na lang.