ngaragan. at least past 12am pa lang. matutulog na rin ako maya-maya.

i told myself that i'll just go online for a FEW minutes--i'll just download the online quizzes for econ then review it right after downloading. i promised myself a while ago that i WILL NOT log in to YM, that i will not log in to friendster. sabi ko next week na ako magba-blog ulit. owel, heto ako.

i'm downloading silverchair videos right now. out of 8 pending downloads, 3 ang may progress, going at 3kb/s on average. malapit na matupad na magka-silverchair videos compilation since wala dito sa pinas yung nilabas ng sony.

addie's online too. we're talking about her new boylet. hehe. and about econ (langya) and about our sked next sem. hay. i should be reviewing my econ notes already. my highest possible grade is 1.75. i should be lucky enough to get a 2.0 and i could get a 2.5 at the worst (wag na sana bumaba pa).

hay. wala na, dito na ko matutulog sa harap ng PC. magsasagot na lang ako ng friendster surveys. hahaha. sana hindi pa sembreak. sana... (ui may drama effect!)
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wow. yung maya-maya lang matutulog na ako e naging 4am kanina. hahaha. at least i finished downloading Freak and i'm waiting for The Greatest View right now. AND... i was able to take down notes for my econ exam tomorrow. wow. hahahaha. pilit.


Reading: mankiw's Macroeconomics
Feeling: stressed

eto, kuha don sa isang essay ko para sa eng1 nung 1st year, 1st sem. hehe. naalala ko lang dahil don sa sinagutan kong HS survey kanina.

nga pala, nairaos ko na ang econ. relatively, mas madali siya. pero kamtutinkopit, yan din ang sinabi ko dati at pasang-awa lang ako. hemmingway, eto na…

I couldn’t forget the laugh trips I shared with my friends. When I was in fifth grade (I was 11 at that time), my two other friends and I occupied the three seats at the center of the first row during our English class. We were having our listening test that afternoon and I was trying to enjoy our professor’s short story.

There were to Chinese brothers stranded inside a building because of an earthquake. Both of them tried to survive the shocking tremor. They were too young to be experiencing that and they were too innocent to be in such a disaster. They comforted each other, thinking that they could escape fear if they did so. They held on to each other, waiting for rescue. The structures around the two boys were already collapsing slowly. Panic and fear ran across their innocent minds. And then, a horrible thing happened—shocking, although expected. The wall closest to one of the boys collapsed! The child might have been to stunned to speak and call for help. His brother was there, alright, but what can a little child do to protect and help his brother from the falling debris? They other boy then decided to leave his brother for a while to call for help. The other child stayed there, beneath the remains of what has been a wall, waiting for his brother to return.

After several minutes, the other child returned to the site, along rescue people. What they found there was no longer a building—nothing close to what it looked like before. A pile of broken bricks seemed to cry before their eyes. The child tried to hold his tears and just helped the rescuers get his brother out of the debris. After several more minutes, a little hand brought hope to their eyes. It was the other child. The rescuers immediately made way for the little one to get out, and finally, they were able to retrieve the boy’s body. Right. The boy’s body—only his lifeless body. That was the time when his brother broke into tears.

The boy broke into tears—and so did our professor. She paused for a while and just stared at the copy of the mimeographed sheet of paper she was holding. Trying to minimize the muffling sounds she made, our professor put her index and middle fingers on her mouth. Then the whole class saw her teary-eyed. The story definitely moved her.

A few moments passed and the three of us occupying the front seats began giggling. Discreet giggles then burst into boisterous guffaws! The three of us just looked at our prof and continued laughing carelessly. She paused again, and in a tone half-saddened and half-trying to make us feel guilty, she said, “Mga wala kayong puso!!!”

That was it. The whole class then broke into laughter!

comment ko dati sa entry ni gege, sana gising ako pag lumindol para naman magregister sakin na "ui, limulindol pala!" kagabi, mga 10.36pm, lumindol na naman (napapadalas a!) pero ayun, ang joke time ng lindol experiences ko. iwiwish ko sanang magkaroon naman ako ng exciting lindol experience pero sige, wag na pala. salamat na lang.

online ako nun, kachat ko si redsa sa YM habang nag-aayos ng sked at sumusulyap sa TV. nagshake ang computer table. umalog ang sahig. pakiramdam ko, gumagalaw ang silya. aba, akala ko... NAHIHILO LANG AKO. ilang seconds pa, nag-flicker yung ilaw. aba, lumilindol pala.

nag-PM ako kay stoi. joke time din.

aba lahat ata ng nasa YM, may kinalaman sa lindol ang status message! celle, ge, mere, stoi, thei, suzette, denise...lahat sila. ako lang ang hindi, kasi late na nagregister. haha.

mere: namatay pa nga pc ko eh

rald: akala ko mumoooo. nasa kama ako tas umuga bigla. kala ko may mumoo na sumapi sa kama ko. chaka ko lang nafeel na lindol pala. sabi ni szet, ang sabi daw sakanya ni gian: ay sori, nadapa ako

stoi: kala ko may tama ako. di naman ako umiinom.

denise: oi shet may earthquake. takte! kinabahan ako dun a. kala ko nga may naglalaro dun sa baba ng bahay. tapos kala ni ate niyuyugyog ko kama niya, sabay pa kami nagkatinginan. takte! kala ko end of the world! ang tagal nun a in fairness. praning nga si ate e. bumangon tapos pinatay ung tv tapos bumaba.tinawag pa si nuel na may earthquake.

nagtext naman si monica: whoa.. naramdaman nyo yung lindol? shet. freaky. la ko kasama sa bahay

so ang fun ng lindol experiences namin noh? sus, kahit nga yung mga lindol dati, delayed reaction ko e. pano ba naman, madaling araw nun. edi ngaragan pa. tinulugan ko lang ulit. yung isang beses nga, ginising ako ni nanay e. malalaking shelf kasi yung malapit sa kama ko, pano pag bumagsak sakin yun? aba, tinulugan ko lang siya. hehehe. ang pasaway.

oct 11 ang official na end ng sem ko. yessss. nairaos din. at di ko na makikita sina kras. hay. hahaha. yung isa kasi nakakainis, mga pa-sweet at pa-cute na babae ata ang gusto. nyay scary. yung isa naman, hindi ata babae ang trip. hahaha scarier. but still... i should get a globe.
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1. ipabunot ang wisdom teeth
2. maglaba ng bag
3. bumili ng sapatos at damit. skirt na rin for a change.
4. bumili ng medyas at marami pang medyas
5. matulog. matulog!!! (asa pa)
6. palitan ang blog layout
7. kulitin sina carla, mei, at castell sa pix ko
8. download videos: silverchair (finally!), garbage
9. bili regalo for redsa, raini, bea, diane
10. gawa ng polytones
11. magbawas ng coke sa sistema
12. add coke (nagagalit na si tatay e. wag na raw kami mag-coke. )
13. linisin ang yahoo mail inbox
14. ayusin ang files ko dito sa pc

ang OA naman ni nanay! sabi niya surgery pagdadaanan ko dun sa pagbunot ng wisdom tooth, with matching tahian galore; kaswal na bunutan lang pala. hehe. nairaos ko din. nung september pa nga dapat to, kaso nag-allergy ako dun sa gamot (pain killer). ayun, namaga yung mata ko. wag na raw ituloy kasi baka di ako makahinga pag nag-react sa anesthesia.

yung ngayon, akshali, mas masakit pa nga kagat ng langgam e (yung medyo malaking red)! yung di ko lang kirei e yung pagturok ng anesthesia. shemps, dama ko pa yun no. pero imagine, dalawang tube ng anesthesia yun?! takot ko lang mawala ang bisa.. so nung natapos, medyo in shock pa ako kasi parang bakit ganun na? ok na agad? wala pang 15 mins! aba, nung nakita ko yung ngipin... ineng, dun ako nanlambot. gudnes, malaki siya a. parang yung mga nasa TV. scary. tapos shempre duguan pa yon. aba, kinalikot ko talaga... may fleshy parts pa. oha! malaki siya, mas malaki pa sa normal na pendant ng necklace. pipicturan ko nga sana kaso kinuha na ni tatay yung camera. tsaka na lang. may isa pa naman akong wisdom tooth na bubunutin e. o daba. matibay to! amazona ako e. hehe.

osha tama na, dinudugo na ako. ida-drug na naman ako mamaya nyan.

nakapag-mall na ulit ako (at may nabili, in fairness). shempre pag sale, papatulan talaga! dala pala ng matinding pangangailangan, walang kapaguran kong ginalugad ang metroeast, na di ko naman talaga ginagawa normally. so dapat buburahin ko na yung mga nabili ko dun sa "to do list" ko diba? owel, mahaba pa ang sem break. bibili pa ko ng marami. hehe.

una sa lahat, nais kong ibahagi sa inyo ang nakita kong shirt sa artwork. hehe naalala ko kasi si jooka. ang tatak kasi nung shirt e "boy scout". wala lang. peace tayo big momma! tsaka ko na bibilhin yun. masyado kasing simple at di worth it ang 260+

at yun nga, mga ineng.... nakabili ako ng skirt! at dalawa sila. oha oha! babae na itrizet! hahaha nakakatuwa kasi. at bukod pa don, nagpapasalamat ako dahil nagbalik-loob na ang aking balakang sa 28". consistent na siya (for now. or for yesterday?). basta 28 yung palda at capri. haha may mga damit na ako ulet!

at shemps, makakalimutan ko bang mamili ng mga regalo (na mega-ovedue)? nakabili na ako ng CD ni raini. ay. kamtutinkopit, yun lang pala ang nabili kong di para sakin. hehe. pero nagtingin naman ako ng iba!! o basta, paglabas ko ng odyssey, goodness... di ko kinaya ang nakabalandrang dibdib ni jerry yan sa poster ng bago niyang album! susme. at kasama ko pa si tatay non. e katapat ng odyssey e astrovision... dun naman, may poster ng magic kitchen. hahaha. lord, pagsabihan nyo nga si jerry yan... wag siyang nang-aakit!

so yun, ang kulang ko na lang ay sapatos. isang pang-araw-araw at isang pang-PE (dahil softball ang nakuha ko). pero di ako nagrereklamo...buti nga mabait na ang CRS ngayon e. hay. di pala ako pwedeng binibigyan lang ng pera para gastusin. dapat hawak ng mga magulang ko ang pera para moderated ang paglabas! goodness. di bale, pangangailangan naman. =)

ayan, tapos na ang debut ni bea. yun na ata ang huling debut na pupuntahan ko para sa taong ito. tapos na rin ang mga regalo, yung kay redsa na lang (na sa pasko ko na lang ibibigay, ok lang?). masaya naman yung debut niya.. kumpleto kaming walo. nagperform pa nga kami ng aegis songs e (w/ choreo!) habang nakamaskara para bawas ang kahihiyan. pero bago ang lahat, may-i-okray muna ang debut ha?

akshali yung debut mismo, kirei lang. maganda nga e, masaya pa. (at mega pink ang drama) ang di ko kinaya e yung host! pasaway kasi tong si bea, nakalimutan imbitahan si calde. edi yon.. una sa lahat, mahina AT mahinhin magsalita ang host na LALAKI (na sobrang lakas ang vibes sa gaydar). para siyang nagpe-pray over habang nagsasambit ng mga katagang di ko naman mawari. ang epal pati. akshali yung mga hirit niya e ok lang naman kung ang tipong magsasabi e the likes of teri onor... but no, siya yun e. hindi bagay. nakakainis yung dating. at tinanong ko si bea kung bat yun ang host. sabi nya, "e siya yung nandito e." haha kasama sa package?

eto, lista ko na lang ang stop me moments (alalahanin ko pa yung iba):
1. i have AN eighteen roses here...
2. may i call on bea's godmommer (god mother yun ning)
3. on 18 candles ata: you just have to.... (at may instructions siya)
4. alam nyo yung mga promosyon sa SM? ganun magsalita
5. ok, please form a straight line here... a semi-circle (eto yung di talaga namin kinaya)

PERO... masarap talaga ang pagkain. naka-ilang balik ang guests para sa leche flan. masarap din ang bopis at lechon. haay. at si raini... isda na naman ang kinain. hehe. tsaka ang aliw... andon din yung BA friend nina donna (sabi ko na pamilyar e) tsaka yung gf ni jeffrey. elem friends pala ni bea. hehe ngayon ko lang nalaman. tas may ppt presentation pa na may pix. andon si alvin! at opcors.. ang pwesto niya ay don pa rin sa bandang left. oha, forever na yan.

hay, nairaos din ang mga debut... salamat naman.

i'm in the "www.friendster.com" yahoo chat room right now. i just wanted to see if the chatters here are as pathetic as some forum posters and some bloggers. why am i not surprised that they're slightly (para tame) more annoying than those i have encountered? hahaha.

ok, first of all, when i entered the room, large screaming rainbow fonts (typed using different cases) flooded my screen. aside from that, the users do flood their email addresses in the room... repeatedly. should i still mention that they use text lingo? and they never stop posting their email adds. titigil lang siguro sila pag may nag-add na.

in fairness, i'm having fun reading what they type in. and i just wanted to annoy anyone in the room when i said "so ano yan, paramihan ba ng friends sa friends list ang drama nyo?", but my first post was ignored since i used a "normal" font size. i tried chatting the way they do and used a LARGER font size, and yes, i caught someone's attention. (at hindi naman siya nagalit. sayang.)

scraven_mark: oo
gdwn: haha ayus ang friendly nyo naman
scraven_mark: hehehe
scraven_mark: frendly neighbors
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and here are more "email address plugs". (see, i'm actually doing them a favor! add nyo nga.. sige! haha)

deatheater_95: pa add poh sa friendster.. confirm ko po agad!! pramiz!! deatheater_95@yahoo.com tnx

daye716: hoy confirm nio na
yamyam_909: ei! pa add po.. its yamyam_909@yahoo.com tnx! (and she flooded this sooo many times)

skitshit: ei invite nyo nmn me (ay putek "me")
arnoldzander: sa lahat ng nag-add sa akin na confirm ko na
.|x| P|n|4|i|S|h|A|w|T|e|E |x|: PAKI CONFIRM NALANG POW.......... (did she really have to add a "w" to "po"?)

scimnl: add nyo ako....bhaebie_5779@yahoo.com (oh bhaebie! hahaha)

genjosanzo_15: genjosanzo_15@yahoo.com add me up..!confirm agad..!promise..! (wow, talk about being FRIENDLY)
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then i leave the room as more chatters come to "stay and chat".
at share ko lang... i came across a tabulas blog before w/ an entry about being irritated with stalkers. ironically, the girl was plugging her email adds in the same entry and she's already on her 5th acct at that time. ayus no?

(o diba pag english ginamit ko, mas tame? so from now on, pag mga ganitong uri ng entries ang gagawin ko, english na lang.)